This story contains: eproctophilia (fart fetish), psychological horror, second person narration, glitches
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You're pretty gassy today. Actually, you're pretty gassy pretty much every day, but today, you're even prettier and gassier than usual. You love farting near your brother to see his disgusted reaction from the smell of your farts, which are usually really stinky. Today, your farts are even stinkier than usual. It's a fine day to release your farts near your brother and laugh at his disgusted reaction even more often than you usually do. You love the idea that he'll inhale the nasty fart stench that comes out out from your butt. The hallway in your house is small and narrow, and your brother's room is connected through the living room and the kitchen by that hallway. So, you love farting in that hallway when your brother is coming from or into his bedroom, so he has no chance but to smell your fart. The fact that the stench of your farts usually lingers for a long time makes you even happier and more entertained, as you laugh and giggle at his disgusted reactions and at how he often gags since the stench is usually very strong. You like seeing how he tries to hold his breath as he walks through that hallway, only to eventually breathe a little bit and make a face like he's about to throw up from the smell. Your farts today are even stinkier than usual so you're thinking that you can't miss this opportunity to fart near him and see how he will react. Your brother is currently in the living room, sitting on the couch watching an animated TV series. You're already starting to think about some plans to make your brother smell your farts for as long as possible, and since your parents are not home right now, it's gonna be easier, you think.
"Hello, brother!", you said, giggling, with a warm, friendly smile.
"Hi...", he replied to you, a bit coldly but not rude or hostile.
"Can I watch those cartoons with you?", you asked him, smiling friendly.
"Okay!", he said, smiling lightly.
You didn't have a fart ready in that specific moment, but some stinky air was definitely brewing inside your stomach, you just needed to wait the right moment to unleash one of your stinky butt bombs. You were looking at his face, he was surely being immersed in that animated TV series you called 'cartoons'. It's like he was being hypnotized by those, so you just needed to wait the right moment, until a fart was ready to come out of your butt. You were planning to try to release it as silently as possible so that your brother wouldn't get distracted by the sound of your fart, so he could still be hypnotized by those 'cartoons' and the only thing that he would eventually notice would be the smell of your farts, which you hoped were gonna be really smelly, and judging by the farts you had released this day up until that point, you had no doubt it was definitely gonna be very smelly. After some time spent together watching those cartoons together, you finally had a fart ready to be released, and you released it very slowly to make sure it was not gonna make any sound at all. You waited a few seconds while looking at your brother's face, waiting for him to a disgusted reaction. But, instead of something funny to laugh at, your eyes witnessed a very disturbing event.
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You wanted to scream, but you weren't able to emit any sound at all.
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"Are you okay, sister?", your brother asked you, looking worried. Your heartbeat were fast from fear, but it's not like you had never experienced anything this horrifying before. You took a deep breath and calmed down. Smiled at him and said:
"I'm okay, brother, don't worry!", you said, smiling, trying to reassure him and yourself that everything was being okay, even though you didn't really believe it and it was just your strategy to cope. You were wondering if that was gonna happen again eventually, so you kept watching cartoons with him until you had another fart to release, and then you would look at your brother's face again to see if the same thing would occur again, strongly hoping that it won't. After some time watching cartoons with your brother, you finally had to fart again, but this time you decided to release it loudly, to see if anything else disturbing would happen. And, as a nightmare come true, it did.
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You started sweating cold from fear, so you looked at your brother's face to see if the same thing as before would happen again.
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As before, you tried to let out a scream, but failed.
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"Are you okay? It seems like you're sick or something. I'm starting to worry", your brother said, even more worried than before. You shook your head, smiled, and said:
"I'm okay! Don't worry! I don't know what's happening to me today, I feel a bit sick, it's true, I admit it. But nothing serious! Nothing to worry about, brother! Let's keep watching these cartoons!", you say, with a smile on your face but with t[ERROR] inside your mind. You were waiting for another fart to be released. And eventually you had another fart ready to be released, but this time, you decided to release it as silently as possible, and avoid looking at your brother's face, so you can see if these errors will happen again.
//ERROR: failed to load 'Fart3.smell' filetype SMELL not supported //
(Wait a moment... can I support the smell of my fart somehow? Maybe there is a way to load it! Some kind of thing that interprets the information of these gas molecules that are coming out from my ass and making my brother able to smell it! What is it? Brain activity is way too complex, but maybe there is a simpler way! What are all these things I'm seeing in front of my eyes? Where am I? Are these the true depths of my own mind? In that case, there truly is a mess inside my mind! But here I have found something! Scent Player! It says it loads SMELL filetypes! Just what I needed! Download! Install! This is gonna be nice!), you thought, deeply immersed inside your own mind and unable to perceive the 'normal' world for some time, before your senses came back to normal.
"Eww sister!!! You just let out a really stinky fart!!! It's so nasty!", said your brother, complaining playfully and giggling a bit, while getting up from the couch and walking away from the stinky area a little bit. You were trying to avoid looking at your brother's face, and this strange behavior made him worry even more.
"Sister, you're behaving really strangely today. I'm getting seriously worried. You keep saying you feel okay but you're not giving me that impression. Please, be honest with me, sister. What's wrong? Do you want to talk about it?", he asked you, while you were getting more and more confused and losing touch with the world around you. You didn't want to make him feel worried but at this point you were no longer able to pretend that you were feeling okay.
"I'm feeling really sick, brother. There must be something wrong about my brain. I shouldn't keep lying, brother. I don't feel okay at all", you said, with a really sad expression on your face.
"Is there anything I can do to help you, sister?", he asked you, trying to comfort you.
"Brother... why do we call each other saying brother or sister instead of calling each other with our real names?", you asked him.
"Sister, there's no real reason for that. It's just a habit we have. Was that the thing that was bothering you so much?", he asked you, confused.
"Please, brother. Say my real name out loud. I want to hear it. I think it would make me feel better", you asked him, hoping that it would actually make you feel better. Your mind was so confused and you felt like your thoughts were surrounded by a thick fog of confusion and darkness. You were losing touch with the world around you even more, and it was a scary and horrible feeling.
"Okay,
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. See? I just said your name out loud. Are you feeling any better now?", he asked you.
But you were not feeling any better. The errors kept happening over and over, and it was a horrible feeling you wish it would stop.
"Brother, your face is identical to mine, since yours fails to load anyway. Please keep in mind that me and you are both UNDEFINED", you said, raising your voice a bit saying the word 'undefined' and scaring him a lot because what you just said made no sense. At least, not for him or anyone that is not you. You thought what you said made sense, but for your brother it didn't make sense at all, just like it wouldn't had made any sense for anyone else who would had listened to what you just said.
"Sister... what the hell is wrong with you today?", said your brother, looking terrified and a bit nauseous from the fear.
You started crying.
"I'm sorry, brother. There's something deeply wrong about my mind. I'm sorry that I'm making you feel this way. I don't know what's going on. Everything feels so scary, so confusing... I just want to be happy with you...", you said, crying a lot, wishing that you and your brother could spend a happy time together and even annoying him with your farts. You feel like you were cursed. All you wanted was to be happy and have fun. Tears of sadness and hopelessness were falling from your face. You fear that nobody is going to spend time with you and that you'll be lonely forever. You want to be loved and understood, but there were only dark thoughts and self-hatred in your heart. You thought you were a horrible person that could only cause trouble to others and yourself, and you thought that you were so horrible you didn't deserve any love or happiness. Guilt, shame, self-hatred, sadness and loneliness were plaguing your soul and making you suffer.
"I love spending time with you, sister. Would you like me to hug you?", he asked you, smiling friendly. You thought you were a person so horrible and disgusting that you didn't deserve any hug. Yet you accepted it, because declining it would had made you suffer even more.
"Okay, brother. Thanks...", you said, blushing a little bit.
He opened his arms and started hugging you, rubbing your back and trying to comfort you, but all you were feeling was shame and self-hatred. You thought you weren't deserving that hug, and all you deserved was to be hated and insulted. You thought you were taking advantage of your brother, and you thought he was an angel, considering that he was loving a horrible person [this is what you're thinking about yourself, not what you are] like you. Yet, you were feeling comforted, and happy that such a kind person like your brother even existed. You thought he was really a sweetheart.
"Thank you...", you said, blushing and smiling, "I'm sorry, brother... today I haven't managed to pretend I was okay...", you said, sobbing, a bit sad and disappointed.
"Wait, sister. What do you mean?", he asked you, worried and surprised.
"I experience horrible things you would not be able to understand. And nobody else can understand what I go through so often either. Our family, friends, teachers... I smile, laugh and make jokes when I'm around them, so they must think I'm doing fine. I'm just good at pretending. Today I failed at that, too...", you said, almost starting to cry again.
"No, sister... it's okay. I love spending time with you. I would do anything to make you feel better!", he said.
"You can't do anything about it, brother. But I appreciate your effort. I can feel you have good intentions and it just makes me smile, haha~", you said, smiling at him. You couldn't feel any warmth or happiness at that moment. But somehow, his naive yet good intentions made you smile.
"Wanna get on the couch and keep watching those cartoons again? If it makes you laugh a bit and feel a bit better, you can fart near me if you want and I promise I won't get away even if your farts stink a lot!", he said, giggling a bit.
You started laughing and were feeling really happy. Not because he wanted to smell your farts, but because you could see he was truly trying his best to make you feel happy. You were really grateful towards him and you felt warm and loved. It was an intense, pleasant feeling that made you feel loved and happy and warm inside. It felt like heaven, and you were kinda shocked at how intensely and quickly your mood changed even compared to a few minutes ago when you were feeling sad, hopeless and full of self-hatred, guilt, shame, despair and loneliness in your heart. It was a really extreme and fast mood change, and now you were worrying about how long it would had lasted. You were feeling so high, you knew that going back to a low mood would had made you feel painful. But you didn't know when that would happen. You just knew that would happen eventually, and you knew it was gonna be horrible. And that you couldn't do anything about it. So you just kept smiling and trying to not make people around you feel worried, and hiding your bad feelings from others as much as possible, so that they wouldn't worry for something they can't fix anyway. You wanted people to be happy, laugh and have fun around you, so you always tried to act happy and cheerful.
"Okay, brother! A promise is a promise, haha!~", you said, smiling, laughing, blushing, having fun and feeling happy and silly.
"Let's go, then!", he said, smiling and sitting on the couch with you again, watching those cartoons again.
"I have to fart, brother! It's gonna stink! But a promise is a promise, hehe!~"
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And here it is, yet another error.
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But you just look at him, smile, and pretend that nothing's wrong, just like you always do. Today is different, you feel like your demons have finally gone away forever. That you're invincible. That nothing can bring you down. That you have finally learned how to handle all this. That no matter how often these errors will happen, you will just smile it off and will be able to handle this without suffering. That you are ready to live a new happy life. You think that you have finally learned how to be happy in a horrible world that seems to have cursed you.
"Eww!!! Sister, your fart really does stink! Pee-uuu!!! This stench is unbearable! But I made you a promise, so I'm gonna stay here even if it stinks! Owww uuuggghhh ewww puuu....!!! Sister, you're terrorizing me with your stinky farts! Haha!", he said. You smiled at him but deep inside you knew you were more terrorized than he was.
You have felt like this before. You know you're not invincible. You know you will be brought down again. You know things will get overwhelming again, but you don't know when. You know that you can't keep smiling at these errors and that one day they will make you cry again. You know that 'being happy in a horrible world' is just something you tell yourself because you don't want to accept suffering. But, suffering is part of life. It can be extreme at times. Even if what you often go through is something that most people can't understand or find relatable, that is also part of the human experience. You don't live in heaven and you know it. You feel like you're trapped on a rollercoaster that goes through heaven and hell. You sigh, exhale, smile, and understand you're just a human being living in a world without morality, without fairness and without certainties. You know it's not your fault. You know you're just a human being. And you smile. People who spend time with you end up seeing a girl with a smiling face, a girl who laughs and makes jokes. They will never be able to understand what you're going through. They don't even think you're going through anything bad. All they see is a smiling girl that seems to be doing fine. And you can't help but wonder if the smiling faces of the people you meet in your life also hide a lot of pain and struggles and they just don't talk about it with you. You smile, shrug it off, you know you'll never know it, and that being a human is not easy, but you smile and feel proud of yourself for being strong and carrying on anyway.
"Yes, brother! And I will keep terrorizing you with my farts even more! Get ready for another one!~", you said, smiling and giggling, releasing a loud, wet fart near him.
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Right now you can handle these errors just fine. Tomorrow, who knows. But you realized there's no need to worry about it so much. Worrying solves nothing. Now that you're having fun, you just want to seize the day and be happy with your brother. Maybe tomorrow you won't be able to. It's not okay, but it's life, so you shrug it off and smile.
"Ewww!!! It stinks!!! Sorry sister, I need to get up! Sorry!!!", said your brother, about to get up, but you pinned him down, sat on his face, said: "Sorry brother, but a promise is a promise!~" and released a loud, wet, stinky fart right on his face.
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"EWWW SISTER!!! IT'S SO STINKY!!! Get off me! Ewww!!!", he said, complaining playfully, and pushing you off, while you couldn't stop laughing at his disgusted reaction. This kind of funny moments is what motivates you to carry on and never give up.
He started gagging and coughing at the smell of your farts, while you kept laughing even more.
"Come on, brother, it doesn't smell that bad, right? Haha!~", you said, laughing and teasing him.
"The smell of your nasty fart stuck inside my nose! Eww!!!", he said, gagging and making a sound like he was about to throw up, while you were having fun and laughing a lot.
"Thank you for keeping me company, brother. I love spending time with you", you said, smiling, blushing and feeling loved. Not understood, because he can't understand you... but loved. Which felt nice. He smiled back at you and said "You're welcome, sister, anything for you". You sighed, exhaled and smiled. Emotions can be very intense.
"Your farts are really stinky, though. There must be something dying inside of you! Haha!", he said, and you know what he meant, but you could also interpret that sentence in a different way.
"I guess it's true there is something dying inside of me, after all", you told him, smiling slightly, and feeling a little bit worried and anxious because you know that life is going to make you suffer a lot again in the future. You take a deep breath, smile, and realize that even though it's not okay, it's just what it means to be a human.
"Sure there is! Your farts are some really scary stuff! Haha!", your brother said, still shocked by how stinky your farts were.
"I know! That's why I love terrorizing you with them! Haha!~", you told him, smirking and teasing him playfully, while patting his head in sign of love and affection, "Thank you for these beautiful moments, brother. Your smile comforts me, let me believe that everything will be alright"
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