Description: this is a collection of all the "lyrics" I've written, as well as the date of upload. Originally they were all separate deviations, but I've put them all together in one deviation to remove the clutter from my profile.
You can listen to the songs here
=== Skunk Girl Song (December 25, 2017) ===
Ohh... late in the day
She's far but not away
You don't know where to hide
From this smell that burns inside
You gag and you throw up
This scent must now be stopped
You see a striped girl now it's late
Now you have to smell your fate
CAUSE I'M A SKUNK GIRL
I WILL HAUNT YOU IN YOUR SLEEP
CAUSE I'M A SKUNK GIRL
MY STENCH WILL HURT YOU DEEP
Don't worry my dear friend
Now your nose has come to an end
Place it near my sweet black tail
Overwhelmed your brain will fail
You will cry, become insane
My noxious farts will bring you pain
And as you'll try and stand up tall
Like the leaves you will fall
CAUSE I'M A SKUNK GIRL
I WILL HAUNT YOU IN YOUR SLEEP
CAUSE I'M A SKUNK GIRL
MY STENCH WILL HURT YOU DEEP
CAUSE I'M A SKUNK GIRL
I WILL HAUNT YOU IN YOUR SLEEP
CAUSE I'M A SKUNK GIRL
MY STENCH WILL HURT YOU DEEP
=== A New World (January 15, 2018) ===
Here I am, sitting near the window on a rainy day. I'm forcefully subjected to every hateful word you say. You tell me my problems are not problems. You tell me there are starving children in the world, you tell me to do sport, you tell me I'm doing wrong. Everyone demands the best from you, they don't get inside your view, no matter how good you are, you're never going too far. We'll all gather together and change our society, bring love and peace and get rid of anxiety. We'll build a so much better future, every human will be a lovely empathic creature, no religious restrictions or hate, and no, it's not too late. We've done so much wrong in our history, like witch burning and slavery, but we can change! Get ready for a new kind of life, where everyone will be happy and safe, we'll rule the world very soon, nobody else will ever be doomed.
=== Sadness (February 24, 2018) ===
I'm falling in an infinite darkness
There's nothing but black and void
Nobody will hear me crying for help
'Cause I'm falling deeper and deeper
As the light above me is fading away
I feel the cold embrace of negativity
There's no hope nor light of the day
Everything will disappear completely
I'm left here alone with my thoughts
Will I ever enjoy the sunshine again?
Why won't you stay with me and talk?
I'm feeling sick and becoming insane
This emotion is a serene kind of pain
It's peaceful relaxing and unsettling
Protect yourself from this icy breeze
My heart is already frozen and empty
Forgotten by everyone but not forgiven
I understand being dead is like living
No relief from this relentless sorrow
There's no hope for a better tomorrow
Falling under inside this melancholy
These salty tears are my only friends
Until they'll freeze together with me
You were right, nothing happens here
If only we could have fallen together
Maybe we would have been fine by now
But we all are in different darknesses
It looks like they are endless places
Nobody can save us from our sure fate
We won't even rot 'cause it's so cold
We are doomed with suffering forever
But if you ask me, everything is fine
=== The Warm Light of Hope (November 29, 2018) ===
Darkness surrounds my soul like a fog
I can't see anything further
No one can see or hear me crying
I'm invisible in this world of glass
Drowning in my own tears
Years pass by, nobody cares
Alone in my thoughts I suffer
There's no relief from this sorrow
I know there's something more
That's what I'm wishing for
Dear sadness, you're my only friend
Until the cold emptiness will come
I'll never forget the time spent with you
Without you, I would be empty
Let's live together, you're part of me
Forever and ever, you'll be there
I'd prefer living with happiness
But you give me no choice
I know there's something more
That's what I'm wishing for
I see the warm light of hope
Daydreaming about something
That will never ever happen
But I feel good anyway
Fiction is my shelter
Reality is my pain
Opening the door to imagination
I'll travel to fantasy worlds
If only I could dream
Just a few hours more
I would become a king
Ruler of my land
I know there's something more
That's what I'm wishing for
I see the warm light of hope
Daydreaming about something
That will never happen
But I feel good anyway
I can't sleep forever
My mind is in the sky
But my body is on the ground
I have to face my meaningless existence
I'll never say goodbye to the darkness
It follows me like a shadow
And it grows with me
Erasing all of my energies
I know there's something more
That's what I'm wishing for
I see the warm light of hope
But now it's too late
I'll accept my fate
Living happily in my imagination
=== God (March 23, 2019) ===
As part of this all-encompassing deity
Of matter, of energy, of laws, of abstract ideas
We are one with all manifestations of ontological property
Self-moving living matter transcends the set of relationships between physical beings, actions, properties and timeless concepts.
An immanent God that contains everything except itself, Russell's paradox will never break reality apart!
Logical operators being divine like me, I am wih the AND, I am with the OR, I am with the NOR.
A taxonomic categorisation by the means of hyponyms and hypernyms: I am a human, I am a mammal, I am a living being, I am matter, I am God.
Perception of reality, discerning through infinitesimal semantic nuances. This is the awareness that separates life from the other parts of God.
The individual's property of being alive will be morphed into a property shared by most of God's spatio-temporal hypervolume: sensorial experiences are only a transient phenomenon.
=== Hopeless (May 28, 2019) ===
Sitting in a dark corner of my room
Crying and crying waiting for my doom
Happy? A memory of my distant past
I don't know how longer I can last
The Sun has forgotten me
Darkness spreads like a disease
There's nothing I can see
Blinded by my own emotions
There's no hope, there's no light
Only misery tainted in black
Will you heal my spiritual wounds?
But I'm talking to myself all the time
These salty tears are my only friends
I gave up hoping years ago
There's nothing left to hope about
When all the light is gone forever
=== The First Noble Truth (June 15, 2019) ===
You say I deserve happiness and love
I'm the person no one wants to be around
Small mistakes accumulate, friendships lost
Happy memories are nothing but ghosts
Present experiences haunting my senses
A neutral life seen through negative lenses
Guilt and shame reign supreme, all is over
Hate, the consequence of my existence
Forgotten by our mother Gaia, forever alone
Existential questions start to arise, unheard
Discovering the darkest side of my feelings
No one will ever save me from my anxiety
My inner demons are my best friends
Until they drown into hopelessness with me
Surrounded by millions of invisible bacteria
I will never feel alone again, talking to them
Thousands of questions, zero answers
The first noble truth, everyone suffers
The second noble truth, I shouldn't wish
The sorite's paradox, language is illusory
Through mental categorizations we know
Trying to classify reality into smaller roots
To gather an approximate understanding
Travelling through subjective semantics
Signs are coming from the heavens above
Warnings coming from the realms below
Earth's rotation syncronized with Morpheus
Transitioning between wake and sleep
A transitory cease of worries and fears
Until the night we stop waking up, forever
Pleasure, an illusion to prevent extinction
Life, meaningless parasites of dead worlds
"Life swings like a pendulum back and forward, between pain and boredom" (Arthur Schopenhauer)
Geocentrism, a false comfort from our past
Until an uncomfortable realization came
Matter and energy, arranged meaninglessly
Happiness, an abstract unlocated concept
From microscopical to astronomical
Patterns repeat, golden ratios everywhere
An existence without any meaning at all
This everlasting seek for joy leads us astray
It is said I'll be rewarded for my good deeds
Heaven and hell after this life, or in this one?
Fellow humans deliberately torturing others
Turning our wonderful planet into hell
Religion, a metaphysical excuse to be evil
Kindness, a somewhat forgotten way of life
Always asking for mercy, but never giving it
Be gentle to others, care for a better future
Overwhelmed by sensorial inputs, anxious
No safe space where to release this tension
Sorrow and anguish crawling inside of me
As if my whole body was turned into stone
Paralyzed by my own emotions I stand still
Not being able to react to these stimuli
I leave this state of mind by going to sleep
Midnight sun, experiencing the worthless
Until forgiveness spreads like a disease
Feeding itself from all the evil of this world
Our species will inherit selfishness' traits
The big personality spectrum's shift is here
Where average and median move into better
Though the grand totality still remains full
Wondering about the future of my actions
Will I still be rude, annoying and sassy?
=== For A Better World (June 24, 2019) ===
They told me I was annoying and sassy
I used to feel deeply ashamed of this
Until I realized I love what I'm doing
I will never feel bad about myself again
It's no good adapting to a toxic society
They tried to bring my self-esteem down
But it hardly works anymore, they're useless
I'm battling against oppressive social norms
Until society and its standards will crumble
I'll never stop being an eccentric deviant
Join my fight, you'll enter into heaven
Not in the next life, but in this one indeed
Together we'll make the world a good place
Millions of people shall unite their ideals
Our enemy is this dysfunctional system
Brainwashed humankind, propaganda kills
All they want is their own unlimited power
They don't care about starving people
Nor they care about their own violence
A few people's greed makes us so poor
Who decided these rules? An evil oligarchy
Most people blindly adhere to their culture
Without realizing they're being oppressed
Anti-conformism, the way of a modern rebel
One day we'll win this fight against them
=== A Free World (September 28, 2019) ===
Through non-violent means we reached our goals
We can express what we want
We can love who we want
We can hate who we want
We can say what we want
People we love or despise are free like us
Nobody's gonna hurt us anymore
We're not gonna hurt others anymore
They can't deny their service
Discriminating us for who we are
Wars and violence are now a thing of the past
They forced us to believe in them
Even though we just pretended to
Lies repeated over and over again
They're never gonna become true
And now we wonder whether we're truly happy
Loneliness and insults still permeate
Sadness is a normal human emotion
Feelings will never be defeated
What are feelings anyway? It's crazy.
=== Self-Righteousness (November 10, 2019) ===
My totalitarianism is better than yours
Even though it killed a hundred million
I won the war, therefore I write history
Manipulating your offspring for generations
My religion is better than yours
Whatever yours is, mine is the only truth
Relativism denied, and what is solipsism?
Your obscure ideologies don't scare me
My sexuality is better than yours
You've got a fetish, you say? You're creepy
Fetishes are only okay if you agree with me
I'm homophobic even though I say I'm not
Telling others they're racists, self-projection
I mask my insecurities by insulting others
You like female farts? I laugh at you!
It is not bullying if you are such a loser
Homophily is wrong, love who is different!
But I don't practice what I preach
I've got a group full of brainwashed people
We live in a safe and cozy echo chamber
For the sake of the social justice deity
Stop thinking! You're such a waste of time
All of the thousands ideologies ever made
Mine is the only one you should ever follow
I love Islam, but I think it's monolithic
I don't even know what Sufism is
Let alone ever heard about Ibn 'Arabi
But I love the current theocratic regimes
The enemy of my enemy is my friend
That's why I love everyone who hates you
Together we'll rule the world and oppress
Everyone who doesn't agree with us
=== You Make Me Happy (November 29, 2019) ===
I used to feel so lonely and so sad
Negative thoughts haunted my mind
Hopeless and ashamed I kept walking
Until I felt like darkness was creeping
Daydreaming was my favourite activity
Living in a fake constructed continent
Where nothing bad could ever happen
It was impossible to get out from there
But then I met you, you made me happy
And then we became friends, so glad
There is no need to daydream anymore
Reality is not perfect but you are
My dark past without you made me cold
I couldn't see the bright light of love
I tried to pretend to be happy but failed
The pain was growing stronger inside of me
But then I met you, you made me happy
And then we became friends, so glad
There is no need to daydream anymore
Reality is not perfect but you are
=== FUCK THE EU (December 6, 2019) ===
AN EVIL OLIGARCHY OPPRESSING INNOCENTS
DESPOTIC RULERS ONLY CARE ABOUT POWER
OH SATAN, THEIR GREED IS UNBELIEVABLE
CLEANSE THIS LAND WITH YOUR WRATH
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
A DICTATORSHIP PRETENDING TO BE NICE
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
THE SOONER YOUR DEMISE, THE HAPPIER WE'LL BE
YOU SAY YOU'RE AGAINST HATE SPEECH
BUT YOU'RE THE ONE DOING IT
AUTHORITARIAN WAYS TO SILENCE CRITICISM
HAVE NO PLACE IN A CIVILIZED SOCIETY
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
A DICTATORSHIP PRETENDING TO BE NICE
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
THE SOONER YOUR DEMISE, THE HAPPIER WE'LL BE
DICTATORSHIPS SPREADING FROM NORTH TO SOUTH
FROM SWEDEN TO ITALY? HELL NO!
ITALEXIT PLEASE, NOW!
THIS SHIT NEEDS TO STOP!
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
A DICTATORSHIP PRETENDING TO BE NICE
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
THE SOONER YOUR DEMISE, THE HAPPIER WE'LL BE
YOU SAY YOU CARE ABOUT MUSLIMS
BUT IT'S JUST A PRETEXT TO GAIN UNLIMITED POWER
ONCE YOU'LL BECOME THE MONSTER YOU CLAIM TO BE FIGHTING AGAINST
YOU'LL PERSECUTE THEM LIKE CHINA DOES
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
A DICTATORSHIP PRETENDING TO BE NICE
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
THE SOONER YOUR DEMISE, THE HAPPIER WE'LL BE
ONCE WE'LL BE SILENCED AND OPPRESSED
YOUR EVIL PLANS WILL GO FURTHER
ABSOLUTE POWER IN YOUR HANDS
WHILE THE POPULATION CANNOT REBEL
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
A DICTATORSHIP PRETENDING TO BE NICE
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
THE SOONER YOUR DEMISE, THE HAPPIER WE'LL BE
*guitar solo*
POWER FEELS GOOD, UH? YOU FUCKING CUNTS
YOU KNOW YOU'RE GONNA WIN
AND THE POPULATION WON'T REBEL
YOU WANT A WAR AND A LOT OF DEAD PEOPLE
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
A DICTATORSHIP PRETENDING TO BE NICE
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
THE SOONER YOUR DEMISE, THE HAPPIER WE'LL BE
YOUR HATRED IS POLLUTING OUR CONTINENT
AND NOT ONLY OURS BY THE WAY
YOUR BULLSHIT IS SPREADING ELSEWHERE
YOU ARE THE NEW FASCISTS
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
A DICTATORSHIP PRETENDING TO BE NICE
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
THE SOONER YOUR DEMISE, THE HAPPIER WE'LL BE
ITALY SHOULD LEAVE BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE
YOUR PROPAGANDA IS BRAINWASHING INNOCENT PEOPLE
POSSESSED BY EVIL AND GREED
ITALEXIT, POLEXIT, EUROPEXIT, THE WORLD WILL BE A BETTER PLACE
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
A DICTATORSHIP PRETENDING TO BE NICE
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
THE SOONER YOUR DEMISE, THE HAPPIER WE'LL BE
YOU WANT US TO BE RACIST TO CONTROL US BETTER
DIVIDE ET IMPERA, OVER MEANINGLESS DIFFERENCES
PEOPLE OF ALL RACES, BLACK AND WHITE WE SHOULD UNITE
TOGETHER WE'LL DEFEAT THIS MONSTER
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
A DICTATORSHIP PRETENDING TO BE NICE
FUCK THE EU, YES FUCK THE EU
THE SOONER YOUR DEMISE, THE HAPPIER WE'LL BE
YOU WILL BE REMEMBER IN HISTORY
AS THE MOST DECEIVING LIARS EVER
GEORGE ORWELL PREDICTED EVERYTHING
BUY YOU WON'T LAST MUCH LONGER
=== Secret Love (December 7, 2019) ===
All the sins we committed
Were they really sins?
Good and evil are subjective
Our own interpretation of reality
No proof their morality is given by God
Things either happen or they don't
Then we give our own judgement
Why do they think killing is okay?
No one is born to be persecuted
You should be free in body and mind
If nobody ever initiated aggression
Wouldn't the world be a better place?
Violence is a tool used by the weak
They can't accept happiness in their lives
You have done nothing wrong
Why can't people be free to love each other?
I will defend your right to express yourself
Even if I found your opinions obnoxious
Skepticism and questioning open your mind
The only way to control your own thoughts
And even if people criticize and hate you
Feel proud of yourself, live and let live
Don't be sad, we'll find our Eden together
It's heaven on Earth if we love each other
Look up at the grey sky, isn't it lovely?
Feelings are only states of mind
If I'm with you, I need nothing else
When will they stop persecuting us?
We can't walk hand in hand in the park
They would kill us, better keep it secret
I wish one day we'll be happy and free
But in the end, I will always love you
=== Amici per sempre (December 28, 2019) ===
I miei occhi brillano, ma non è amore, già?
Quando mi guardi il mio cuore batte forte
Mi sento così felice quando mi sorridi
La tua presenza è il regalo migliore
Siamo amici, niente più? Sono così confuso
Quando mi abbracci mi sento così bene
È come stare in paradiso, è forse amore?
N-no, siamo solo amici! >w<
Saremo amici per sempre, niente più!
Quando mi prendi per mano mi rilasso
Posso parlare di tutto con te, siamo amici!
La mia vita senza te farebbe schifo
Perfavore, non litighiamo mai, ti voglio bene
Saremo amici per sempre, ci divertiremo
I nostri pianti e le nostre risate, che ricordi!
Ma nonostante tutto, siamo solo amici >o<
...
English translation:
My eyes are shining, but it's not love, right?
When you look at me, my heart beats fast
I feel so happy when you smile at me
You being here is the best present
We're friends, nothing more? I'm so confused
When you hug me it feels so good
It's like heaven, is this love?
N-no, we're just friends! >w<
We'll be friends forever, nothing more!
When you hold my hands I feel relaxed
I can tell you anything I want, we're friends!
My life without you would be awful
Please, let's never fight, I love you
We'll be friends forever, we'll have fun
Our cries and our laughters, nice memories!
But despite everything, we're just friends >o<
=== Authoritarian (January 9, 2020) ===
The strong will dominate the weak
It's inevitable, there's nothing we can do
Governments are the arbiters of your life
What you can say and do depends on them
Life is made of choices
Some of them land you in jail
Be careful what you choose
Your complaints might be useless
Try to be nice and kind as far as it's allowed
Nevermind, the powerful ones don't want it
There's nothing we can do to prevent NWO
Forever unhappy we'll be, caged like slaves
They say it's a conspiracy, but everything's clear
Implement changes gradually so we accept them
But the world isn't that bad, we can still react
One day we won't be able to do that anymore
=== Chemical Kiss (February 4, 2020) ===
I feel like I'm about to kill myself
You can do something about that
Selectively inhibit my serotonin reuptake
Drowse me with your chemical kiss
It's better to feel nothing at all
Than to suffer like this, I praise thee
For rewiring my brain into utter apathy
Without you, I can't live a normal life
I can't feel happiness anymore, I don't care
It's totally worth it, I can't feel sadness either
You throw all of my emotions into the bin
Delete them forever, I'm ready, my dear pill
'Cause the effects of this damn medication
They ain't gonna solve anything in my life
And all my sad buddies in this global nation
They're gonna stab themselves with a knife
Sorry, I became manic again. Time to hug a friend of mine and calm myself down. Oh, wait, this razorblade and this knife are the only friends I have.
=== Nothing you can do (February 13, 2020) ===
You see I'm upset, you try to comfort me
But your words are hurting me even more
There's nothing you can do to help me
I can't even help myself feel any better
There is no way out of this hell we call Earth
Loneliness haunts my damned soul
And I'm sitting here crying in a corner
There's nothing you can do to help me
Negativity fills my mind, it will never end
Cannot escape from this situation
There's nothing you can do to help me
There's nothing you can do to help me
There's nothing you can do to help me
There's nothing you can do to help me
There's nothing you can do to help me
This feeling will last for my entire life
Only death will set me free, I will wait
You tell me to look at the bright side
But there's no light in my heart
Only darkness and pain is what you'll find
No one can be my friend, you all hate me
Better to stay alone than with them
You will never understand how I feel
You have some light left in your heart
If you stay with me, that light will fade away
=== That's Awesome (February 19, 2020) ===
We live in an age of prosperity
That's awesome
The future shines so bright
That's awesome
"United against [insert enemy]", you say
But indeed, there is no enemy {
Everyone lives in peace with each other
} else if (you have an enemy) {
You can hate anyone you want, but please, don't be violent, just avoid interacting with the people you hate
} you are free to choose who to hate and who to love (that's awesome)
You say you hate [insert category of people]
That's fine to me, you don't have to love everyone if you don't want to & _
This food I bought at the supermarket tastes delicious. I love sweet and sour sauce. What's your favourite food? Oh I love chatting with you.
-Playing videogames
-Listening to music
-Reading articles on the Internet
-Studying German and Russian
Another good evening-
ߦ/2/22 (what's gonna happen?)
Hey you, reading these lyrics, help me build the fourth wall⁴
It's freezing here, but I love snow // I actually do //
Without the Internet, if I lived in the 1960's, I would had wrote my thoughts on a notebook, and I would also had bought lots of books, to learn about the things I like. Life, even without the Internet, was awesome back then +
Not anymore
Welcome to the
\(^-.-^)/ modern world
Loneliness hurts me no more
Feelings don't need other people's validation
No need to have friends to be happy
I finally reached emotional independence
Self-love is as valid as other people's love
Sometimes, whether life is good or bad, entirely depends on how you look at it. Keep a positive attitude
[...]
that's awesome
just like you 4/3πr³
nitrogen 78%
oxygen 21%
argon 1%
you can breathe {insert positive opinion}
doesn't it feel good
to be alive
?
=== Window of Allowance (March 22, 2020) ===
Ostracism and preservation of power
They will plague the land we'll live in
So, so, so, what is right? What is wrong?
Welcome to madness and confusion
No mercy here, religious persecutions
I greet you to our bitter reality
We all have our own bias, choose positivity
There's nothing we can do anyway
You think something is wrong, but I don't
Whoever has more power wins
Survival of the fittest, cannot be otherwise
Governments rule over our lives
You think something is right, but I don't
Will I do something about that? I won't
We are at the bottom of the power pyramid
Slaves of a broken system, we have to obey
Your morality doesn't matter, the law does
If you're gay or belong to a religious minority
They're gonna arrest you or worse, kill you
Be careful what you do, learn your priorities
Violent persecutions and religious genocide
They will plague the land we'll live in
So, tell me, what is right? What is wrong?
Respect the law, no matter how cruel it is
You ought to be like everyone else
There's no place to be yourself in this world
Everyone shall be the same, no exception
Don't be different, 'cause they won't like you
June 4th, a day you're not allowed to speak
Nevermind, it's no different from June 3rd
Only allowed to say what they want to hear
Be careful what you do, learn your priorities
They say this thing happened 75 years ago
Don't dare question it, you'll be jailed
It's a crime to disagree with the world rulers
We'll never stop being their slaves, forever
And no, there's nothing you can do to stop it
We just have to hope they won't be too cruel
But realistically, they will be, expect no love
So, tell me, what is wrong? That's up to you
=== What's Wrong? (March 28, 2020) ===
The streets are empty, the sky is grey
People will hate you no matter what you say
They will ask you how was your day
But my feelings are so hard to convey
I start sweating, my heart beats fast!
It's my first meeting, how long will it last?
Emotions are fleeting, why am I outcast?
They keep repeating, this party is a blast!
---
What's wrong? You seem so sad
Won't you sing along? This ain't so bad
I'd do anything to make you smile
I could keep hugging you for a long while
---
Lights and sounds are intoxicating me
This loud music is dominating here
There's nowhere I will ever belong
So I keep on singing this sad song
Will you comfort me tonight?
I need you to be my guiding light
It's warm, and it shines so bright
My depression will never win the fight
So, what's wrong? Nothing, don't worry
All I really want, is you to stop being sorry
{Thank you, my sweet angel}
{{{I'm ready to love my life}}}
=== Can't Recall (April 10, 2020) ===
In the days of my existence
I can't recall of a time
When I was happy by myself
All I needed was love
The memories of my childhood, lost
All my feelings frozen in time
Pan has cast me astray
Did I deserve all this?
You knew me back from the past times
Can you recall?
Of a time when you said you loved me
Can you recall?
No, I can't recall
Oh, I can't recall
No, I can't recall
Oh, I can't recall
Teenage years, the madness starts
Loneliness and sadness spoil my heart
Did nothing but writing stories about farts
I had no friends, everything was falling apart
Falling into an intense spiral of depression
Nothing made sense anymore
'Cause happiness was out of fashion
Those feelings were hard to ignore
You said something to comfort me
Can you recall?
Of when you said you would be there
Can you recall?
No, I can't recall
Oh, I can't recall
No, I can't recall
Oh, I can't recall
And never will
=== Pantheism (July 14, 2020) ===
I am God.
---
You are God, too.
I like you. The feelings I have towards you are God.
This grass is God, those birds flying in the sky are God. The sense of peace I feel walking in this park with you is God. I smile, my smile is God.
I know that many people are depresssed. Their depression is also God.
I know that people are persecuted for their religion. Religious persecutions are also God. Fascism is God. Loving Fascism is God. Hating Fascism is God. Being indifferent towards Fascism is God.
Christianity is God.
Hating Christianity is God.
Hating people who hate Christianity is God.
Islam is God.
Hating Islam is God.
Hating people who hate Islam is God.
Buddhism is God.
Hinduism is God.
Shintoism is God.
Taoism is God.
Jainism is God.
Atheism is God.
Allah is God.
You love those beliefs? You hate those beliefs? Whatever your opinion on those is, your opinion is God.
You want to hug me? That desire is God.
You didn't get any hug? That lack of hugging is God.
You got a hug? That hug is God.
You got plenty of hugs? Each of those hugs is God.
Your grandparents died, those deaths are God. The cause of those deaths is God. The cause of everything is God.
God - a mass murderer? Or a caring mother?
Birth and death are God.
This new disease that is plaguing us is God.
I know you don't like death metal music, even though death metal music is God. Your dislike towards death metal music is God.
Many people think their beliefs are better than everyone else's. That belief of superiority is God. Every belief is God.
I don't have a tail. My tail is God.
The demon hiding in your closet is God.
Why are you so sad? Your sadness is God. If you felt happy, your happiness would be God. The cause of your sadness is God. If you will be happy, it will also be because of God.
Good and bad are just the way we see things. Good and bad are God.
I would like to pretend I had an answer of how to live your life the best way, and what is the correct way to behave. That answer would be God. Any answer would be God.
But what do I know? I'm God, just like you, and everything else, and everyone else.
=== Apathy (August 10, 2020) ===
You deprive us from any basic freedom
You are controlling, manipulating, lying
Yet, you have more power than us
We have no choice but to follow your orders
Do whatever you want, we're powerless
Whatever happens, we're gonna pretend that everything is okay
A veil of indifference surrounds me, I don't care about your tricks anymore
This is a world of disorder and cruelty
Nobody is willing to even hug me
But I don't care about that anymore
My wishes are almost gone by now
Live to work, work to live, until we'll die
Enslaved by a corrupt system of greed
We have no alternative, our world is hell
The only way to cope is complete apathy
=== Almost everything is okay (August 17, 2020) ===
It's okay to cry
It's okay to laugh
I will never judge you
I'm not better than you
It's okay to not be perfect
Don't put yourself down
Smile and most things will be fine
See the beauty in the little pleasures
The world is how you choose to see it
Sometimes you just have to accept it
Almost everything is okay in this world
Yet, there are things that are not okay
Murder and rape are not okay, for example
Torturing animals then killing them
Genocide and wars plaguing the land
Nuking humankind away, to our extinction
(Almost everything is okay, though)
=== My Perfect Life (August 22, 2020) ===
I love my life
I love the place I live in
I love the hugs people give me
I love everything that happened this year
Looking forward to another great day
Tomorrow will be awesome, just like you
If the circumstances are so positive
Then why am I crying so often?
Feeling loved, feeling your warm caresses
Feeling loved, feeling loved (oh yes!)
Then why am I crying?
Drifting off to sleep, another great day
Am I being deceived? Is this an illusion?
Is this life real? Better enjoy it while it lasts
Your smile comforts me, let me believe
That everything will be alright
=== I love Psychiatry and Islam (August 27, 2020) ===
== I love Psychiatry ==
I love psychiatry, the best science ever
Watching people suffer from ECT
Medication that turns them into zombies
No dissent allowed, you mentally ill weirdo
Everything is a mental disease, you know?
Big Pharma's gonna get you soon, idiot
Don't even think about rebellion
That's a mental disease, too
== I love Islam ==
I love Islam, the best religion ever
Watching apostates and gays get killed
A political system that allows no dissent
You will be put to death, you infidel trash
What you're doing is haram, you know?
You will burn in the fire of Jahannam
Don't even think about cuddling in public
That's haram, too
=== [HARDBASS] Psychette feat. Hugs - Gopnik in Pan (March 15, 2021) ===
Walking through the streets of Pan, consciousness arising
Homeless man is drinking vodka, this is traumatizing
Sensorial experiences and perceptions, it feels great
Got passed out from alcohol, showed up at party late
Adidas! Adidas! Listening to hardbass in class
Earphones hidden with your hair, teacher doesn't know
Adidas! Adidas! Вечеринка в школе у нас
Drink and squat for our babushka, mood goes high and low
Мне нужна сейчас обнимашка
С лица моего падает
слезянка
Хочу всё забыть, я водку пью
Обмани меня, что я не больше
Что я не больше в Пане не
живу
Adidas! Adidas! Listening to hardbass in class
Earphones hidden with your hair, teacher doesn't know
Adidas! Adidas! Вечеринка в школе у нас
Drink and squat for our babushka, mood goes high and low
=== Quantum Intergnosis (May 15, 2021) ===
Alone, but not lonely, I feel the energy of the cosmos inside of me
I am the cosmos! This unlimited power arising from the depths of my consciousness
I hear the call of the gods, the plan for all conscious existence within my psychic field
Gazing through my inner creations, awareness and understanding of neuroelectricity
Matter, a creation of the mind? Or an indipendent existence filtered through the unknown?
The cloudy skies stimulating the optical receptors inside my eyes
Processing, categorizing, schematizing into conceptual archetypes
Serotonin flowing through a liquid substance in what my mind perceives as my body
My fellow endemic species have been living in an illusion for millions of years
The past is my present's memory, the future is my elaborate empirical inductivist estimate
A joyful sensation of peace and calm pervades my inner senses, melting into the totality
Interconnected through an infinite essence that keeps me alive, I transcend from the outside
As the cold wind is blowing on my face, visions of your lovely smile appear clearly inside my soul
So distant, yet so close - your warm, comforting feeling of love synergically entangled with me
Somewhere, you are unconditionally cheering me with your heartwarming vibrations and frequencies
The Multiversal gates are opening, but we will never access the data structures beyond our limited, infinitesimal minds
Cognitive access through uncertainty, unpredictableness of the wave function results in lack of probabilistic calculations
Memories of the past? Or present mental fabrications of what we perceive as the past in front of us? Don't trust yourself
The future behind us is unknown, undetermined, branches into infinite segments of sensorial, perceptive non-existence
Approaching closer to an inevitable dead-end, can't help but postulate a modal extension of quantum immortality
What does it feel like to be an electron? Mindlessly spinning around a lifeless nucleus of protons and neutrons
Questioning the narrative that atoms are what make up all matter in the Universe, there must be something more
Sub-atomic particles with exotic properties, bosons, and strings that make everything that we keep calling reality
Communicating with the gods and interdimensional creatures that interact and shape our life's mundane experiences
Finding meaning as our ultimate goal, in this chaotic, random, planetary celestial object some would call Mother Gaia
=== A Peaceful Future? (written in 2020 but uploaded on May 22, 2021 as that day I uploaded a lot of stuff that was on my phone since I was going go reset it because storage memory was full and I couldn't do anything on that phone anymore, and I didn't want to lose those "works", lol) ===
All I see around me is unjustified hatred
People killing each other for their beliefs
Agree with me or die, that's what they think
Slaves to an evil oligarchy, fews have power
Gays, fornicators and disbelievers get killed
There's nowhere to dissent here in this hell
Nowhere for unmarried boys and girls to hug
Love is forbidden, hate spreads like a disease
There is no escape but death, can you help it?
No heaven in sight, there's no freedom but deception
Escaping would mean going to a different hell
A false sense of progression pervades us
A true sense of regression pervades them
They think I'm one of them, but I'm not
So they hate me and want me brutally killed
Just because I have different beliefs
Sometimes I think only death will set me free
I can't do anything by myself, everyone needs to act
If we want God to treat us better, let's be kind
Or else we'll keep dying by our own hands
I dream women can wear what they want
I dream we can love people of our sex
I dream we can love without marrying
I dream we can think freely without fear
We want women to wear they want
We want to love people of our sex
We want to love without marrying
We want to think freely without fear
One day women will wear what they want
One day we'll love people of our sex
One day we'll love without marrying
One day we'll think freely without fear
Boys and girls hugging in public, no shame
Only be ashamed of harming others
We only live once, let's turn this world into heaven
Instead of torturing and killing fellow humans
Prisoners of coscience suffer their tantrums
Do they see they're oppressing us?
One day we'll win this fight
The world will be free
Different opinions, some want censorship
Administrating oppression and slavery
=== Love 'n Hate (written in 2020 but uploaded on May 22, 2021 as that day I uploaded a lot of stuff that was on my phone since I was going go reset it because storage memory was full and I couldn't do anything on that phone anymore, and I didn't want to lose those "works", lol) ===
Love is God, hate is God, can't you see?
You have your likes, I have mine
Objective morality doesn't exist
It's gonna change through space and time
Love is God, hate is God, can't you see?
You can choose who to love
You can choose who to hate
No safe space in this dangerous world
Love is God, hate is God, have you realized?
You think killing people is wrong, I agree
Who is supposed to protect us from danger
Makes us oppressed and unhappy instead
"Everything is gonna be okay"
A beautiful lie said as misery awaits
Wishing in vain, screaming in pain
Unkindness spreads like a disease
Seeking for pleasure, nothing to cheer for
As the last rays of hope are fading away
Hugs are forbidden in this age of pandemic
All you can do is to feel apathetic
Your deepest desires, forget about them
Friends, love, happiness, throw them away
Just daydream in your free time
Nobody will please you in this selfish world
=== States of Mind (June 1, 2021) ===
Crying all night, blankets over my head, tears burn my eyes
Playing loud music in my room to hide the sound of my cries
Nobody will help me, forever lonely I'll be until the end of my life
I struggle, and I hate this world with the depths of my hot blood
Until the day I realize we're all doomed to suffer forever, no hope
There's no pleasure in this dead world infested by ugly parasytes
Slaves of the evil oligarchy, we are forced to obey to their wishes
I go outside and look at the grey sky, as gloomy as my dark soul
I take my Cadillac and ride, ride, ride!
This speed ain't gonna scare me, no!
The grey sky is looking great, fuck yes!
Windows down, engine roars, breeze on my face!
From coast to coast, from sea to sea
Speeding ticket Alabama, Mississippi
Ain't too old to escape this prison
Flying to the sky, destination Alaska
The majestic mountain ranges of this pristine landscape
I feel one with nature, connected with the deep cosmos
The trees, the rivers, the glaciers, this beauty around me
The life energy of these animals, the cycles of nature
Winter, spring, summer and fall, the wonders of this land
Interconnected through an omnipresent energy inside us
As above, so below, feeding from these beautiful plants
Our wondrous planet provides us with all we need to live
That bear in front me is a mere collection of quantum particles
Entangled through subatomic bonds, gravitational forces, strings
The electrons inside that bear are the same as the ones in me
Death is an illusion, a glitch in the simulation, a cognitive error
Uncovering the veil of deception in front us, that bear is myself
A mirror of perpetual self-understanding, what is the self?
I hear the gods calling me from the sixty-ninth dimension
Within my consciousness I perceive sudden reproductive urges
Hey bear! Male or female? Who cares, I need furry pleasure
Pussy, dick or futa, furry or human, I'll satisfy my impulses
What do you mean that bear in front of me can't consent?
Gotta run away, I have some whores to fuck today, I'll cum
Almost got laid with that bitch at the airport check-in
Hentai's for losers, I need 3D girls, hi Thailand, bye Japan
Landing at Suvarnabhumi Airport with a huge dick to hide
So many young ladies in the streets, some a bit too young
All the excitement I had until now has left me, forever?
Sadness? Happiness? Throw them away, apathy's ok
Sex? That's okay. Lack of sex? That's also okay, eh
Almost everything is okay, just don't nuke everyone
This life is meaningless, but I don't feel sad for it
No pain, no pleasure, only lack of interest in everything
My next country? Anything goes, really, I don't care
I'll choose with this random Javascript generator, yeah
HAHAHA!!! FUCK YEAH!!! KINGDOM OF SAUDI ARABIA!!!
I ALWAYS WANTED TO SEE THESE SAND OIL-DRINKERS!!!
LET'S GO!!! GO!!! GO!!! FUCK I'M SO EXCITED!!! OH YEAH!!!
CAN'T CONTAIN MY ENERGY SITTING IN THIS AIRPLANE!!!
IT'S GONNA BE SO FUCKING COOL OH WAIT IT'S SO HOT!!!
THE HEAT OF THE DESERT SUN BOILS MY HEAD! OH YES!!!
HAHAHA WHAT THE FUCK ARE THESE PEOPLE DOING???
WHY ARE THEY PRAYING SO MUCH? PRAY TO MY ASS!!!
What do you mean death penalty for blasphemy? Are you serious?
Oh my god I'm gonna call my lawyer! We don't care about you, bigot!
Did you see how women are dressed here? I mean did you see them?
Don't look at me that way! That's micro-aggression, you white male!
Your sexist kingdom is oppressing us women! It's so transphobic!
Women rights are so lacking here, y'all need some more feminism!
But not the TERF kind, I mean, that's so transphobic, you know?
Wait, what are you doing with those stones? Wait, no... WAIT, NO!
=== The Leader of the Sheep (June 21, 2021) ===
You think you're charming, with that aggressive attitude
Attacking people while they're emotionally vulnerable
Just to show the sheeple how incredibly cool you are
Being hostile to everyone you arbitrarily label as a 'loser'
Idolized by people who can't think for themselves
You brag about how incredibly popular you are
Quantity over quality, a dogma of your philosophy
Feeling proud as people tell you what you want to hear
Might makes right, you will do anything to crush others
Hating and insulting anyone who might outperform you
Encouraging the followers of your cult to do that as well
Brainwashing your bootlickers into hating certain people
War is peace, slavery is freedom, being smart is toxic
You wanna prove them that you're the best of the best
'Hey, what's wrong with bullying people who are weak?'
Your last thoughts before unleashing yet another strike
=== The call of the gods (June 21, 2021) ===
Gods, I am here! Call me from the metaphysical realm
Where nothing is everything, and everything is nothing
Arbitrary distinctions, semantic values through lexemes
Infinite rooms hosting infinite guests, Hilbert's paradox
Increasingly smaller variation, fractal patterns
Am I one soul, or infinite interconnected qualia?
A conscious Multiverse containing infinite variation
Perceptual threshold, awareness of difference
Planck units of space and time, quantum absence?
Sentience - a vague predicate, sorite's paradox arises
Life and death existing within an ∞-valued continuum
Distinct through blurry, non-spatial linear systems
Who am I? Self-reflection on the meaning of existence
Idealism, materialism, mind-body dualism, or their synthesis?
Infinitesimal impermanence as a hive mind splits at infinite rates
Generating the illusion of time as Morpheus stares into our souls
Gods, I am here! Chronos, a nullified validity of precognition?
Impossibility to prove the existence of extra-sensorial matter
Relying on our own schemes of unknown origin and cause
As infinity exists, I have already transcended beyond aleph-null
=== Money Killed The Fart Fetish Art (September 13, 2021) ===
Parody lyrics of the song Video Killed The Radio Star by the band The Buggles
---
I saw you on YouTube back in 2012
Lying awake intently pleasuring myself
Though I was young I didn't stop 'till I felt wet
OwO - OwO
They took your credit for your video on MMD
Reuploaded on another channel never seen
And now I understand the spread of piracy
OwO - OwO
I met your watchers
OwO - OwO
What did you tell them?
Money killed the fart fetish art
Money killed the fart fetish art
Patreon came, they bought your farts
Oww... aww aww...
And now we meet in a website of the Internet
We read the story of how her brother lost that bet
And you remember the RPG's you can't forget
OwO - OwO
Those were the first games
OwO - OwO
We want new fart games
Money killed the fart fetish art
Money killed the fart fetish art
In my files and in my heart
There's that fighting game where girls fart
Oww... aww aww...
Oww... aww aww...
Money killed the fart fetish art
Money killed the fart fetish art
In my files and in my heart
There's that fighting game where girls fart
Patreon came, free art is the past
Say goodbye to new free stuff
=== [HARDBASS] Murdakian Gopnik (Official Lyrics) (October 30, 2021) ===
Dancing hard from day to night
Drinking beer 'till there's no light
No strict rules, no dress code
But if you wear that color
They'll make your head explode
There's only one thing
That is illegal wearing
A yellow t-shirt, now you know
What to do to avoid death row
Enjoy holidays in Murdakian snow
We are a free society
Free of stress and anxiety
Just follow our laws
Let's see how it goes
Танцуют все! (Everybody's dancing!)
Dancing hard from day to night
Wir tanzen bis zur Dunkelheit (we're dancing until the darkness)
Dress formal, dress casual
But don't wear yellow
Цвет опасный! Узнайте это! (That color is dangerous! Please learn this!)
Не грусти, не уезжай (Don't be sad, don't leave)
У нас такая травка (We have such kind of weed), let's get high!
У нас водка тоже! Выпивай уже! (We also have vodka! Just drink it up already!)
Просто не надевай футболку
жёлтую! (Just don't wear a yellow t-shirt!)
Под хардбасс я с тобой
танцую (I'm dancing to hardbass with you)
Drinking beer, partying hard
Yellow stains of beer on your white t-shirt
Police is coming to get ya'
Oh my, what will the judge say?
See you in court!
Ucciso da una legge senza senso (killed by a law that makes no sense)
Il ghigliottinamento sarà intenso (the guillotination will be intense)
Giudice corrotto, legge scritta in modo vago (Corrupt judge, law written in a vague way)
Quelle macchie gialle sulla tua maglia bianca, grandi come un lago (Those yellow stains on your white t-shirt, as large as a lake)
La legge è soggettiva, area grigia, zona gialla, la tua vita è finita (the law is subjective, grey area, yellow zone, your life is over)
NO MORE BEER
NO MORE VODKA
NO MORE PARTYING
NO MORE HARDBASS
ONLY
D̵̶̷̸̀́̂È̵̶̷̸́͂À̵̶̷̸́̂T̀́̂H̵̶̷̸̀́̂
=== )Global Conquest( (December 5, 2021) ===
Hey, you, person from another country! You're xenophobic!
What is racist in my country is racist everywhere, okay?
You support gay rights and marriage? You're homophobic!
But that country over there, that has death penalty for gays
That's not homophobic, that is fine!!! They bring u$ the oil!
So don't dare criticize what they believe, THAT would be racist!
Your country's culture is inferior, we're gonna destroy it
We got our Big Tech social media, ready to censor you
And everything that is considered offensive in my country
Politics, religion, history, philosophy, sex, fetishes, nudity
Alternative medicine, sociology, logic, occultism, biology
We don't like these things in America! NO! Now surrender
My country has problems of institutional racism, I know it's bad!
But it's white people's fault, definitely not American society's fault!
America is a great country, we're the best! It's NEVER our fault!
We're still gonna pretend everywhere else is the same as here
So we can export our 'solution', coming soon to your country!
With Big Tech's censorship we can conquer the world again!
***GUITAR SOLO OF DEVASTATING HYPOCRISY***
21% of my country says that homosexuality should not be accepted
But those are not homophobic, no no no!!! YOU are homophobic
Because you said those LGBT subreddits are politically biased
How dare you? We're not biased, it's YOU who are a hateful bigot!
You're so xenophobic! Now we're gonna destroy your inferior culture
Keep using American social media so we'll be the lords of the world!
Don't call it 'social media censorship', the right word is 'democracy'
That's the only thing we ever export to foreign countries, I promise!
You're also transphobic! You accidentally misgendered that girl!
OMG YOU'RE SO BIGOTED!!! Nah, we don't care about her, tho
She has been bullied to death by her classmates, but they're fine
At least those bullies used the right pronouns, unlike you! Surrender!
The good 'ol times are coming back, smells like 18th century's spirit!
We are the land of the free, where incarceration rate is the highest!
That country that says homosexual people should be killed, it's fine!
Who cares! As long as they bring us the oil, everything they do is fine
Yeah, yeah, sure, we're helping them to continue the war in Yemen
So what? Black lives matter only if they're Americans, didn't you know?
[GLOBAL CONQUEST IN PROGRESS: 6̶9̶%̶... 70%! Sorry, dirty numbers are not allowed here! Keep a pure mind!
WATCH OUT FOR CULTURAL APPROPRIATION, ONLY AMERICAN CULTURE IS ALLOWED IN THE WORLD]
}Prepare to be colonized again. After all, cultural colonialism is what we're best at. That's what we've been doing for centuries, anyway. Say goodbye to your culture and hello to corporate America, you degenerate, bigoted, racist, homophobic, transphobic, tomatophobic, islamophobic, claustrophobic, christophobic, buddhophobic, atheophobic, arachnophobic, sexist, misogynistic, far-right, anti-capitalistic (sorry, I don't know much about politics, sociology and economics... these are just insults I have learned at school and on the Internet, they're not descriptions of your actual beliefs, okay? Ehm... anyway...) liberal fascist who doesn't feel morally outraged when someone disagrees with (y)our beliefs, and is hurting US in the wallet. Guess what, bigot? America is a private country, so we can do what we want! We will cancel you and your country and every other country that is not America with our twatty tweets. We will destroy anything that is considered offensive in our country, and there will be nothing you can do. The whole world will belong to the United States of America Inc. and you will be colonized like the good 'ol times LMAOOO!!!{
---liberals (not in the American sense... obv...) join the chat---
American SJW supremacists:[GLOBAL CONQUEST IN PROGRESS: 7̶0̶%̶... 69%! DAMN, THAT DIRTY NUMBER AGAIN! NO!!! THINK ABOUT THE CHILDREN WE INDOCTRINATE IN OUR 'SCHOOLS', BIGOT!!! HELP!!! THESE FILTHY LIBERALS HATE AMERICA SO THAT MEANS THEY ARE COLONIALISMOPHOBIC TERRORISTS!!! HELP!!! THEY ARE TOMATOPHOBIC AND POTATOPHOBIC, SO THEY WON'T EAT OUR FRENCH FRIES WITH KETCHUP!!! BIGOTS!!!!!!]
=== ERROR √(-1): ERROR NOT FOUND ===
=== Cosmic Psychonaut (December 5, 2021) ===
Trapped in a biological human body
Subject to environmental conditions
Sensorial experiences, uncontrolled
Paving the way for inductivistic mind
Conceptual metamorphosis, the impermanence of abstractions
Interpretations, beliefs and feelings added to a layer of sensations
Pondering on the everlasting validity of the ways of our ancestors
As if these new gods have altered our commonly held assumptions
Solipsism, the philosophy of incomplete conscious existence
Denying the ontological claims of a mind external to one's own
Epistemologically uncertain, uncovering the illusory veil of Maya
Reflecting on the nature of the self, delimitating a fragile boundary
Considering the impossibility of entering the noumenal realms
The absence of life is delayed through memories of the past
Pleasure, a reward mechanism for the survival of a species
While the individual is reduced to dust by the heavenly flames
They say it's the first noble truth
Hell! They weren't lying about it!
Wars, famine, violence, misery
You can't change it, now what?
Happy in a horrible world? Not impossible!
Delude yourself into believing in karma
It disagrees with your morality anyway
Too much kindness leads to extinction
You think your good deeds will repay
That selfish jerk is enjoying success
While you barely manage to survive
You and Karma have different ethics
"That's so wrong! It shouldn't happen!"
But it happens anyway, wanna stop it?
Just try it, you might even succeed!
But you might also fail, and then?
You criticize those who don't rebel to the authority
While believing that which is illegal is also immoral
Follow the laws of those tyrants and be dominated
Or don't follow their laws and be dominated anyway
They tell you they'll send you to jail for years
And you will be in jail for as long as they want
They tell you they'll sentence you to death
And you will die! Might always makes right
They tell you that you've followed their law
That's the only time they will have mercy
---(?)---
-They send you to fight their war-
-They demand your blind obedience-
-They lose the war, then they punish you
-They say:
]'I just followed orders' is not a valid excuse;
for the crimes we have forced you to commit[
---Bye bye good citizen(!)you will be easily replaced---
Wars, famine, violence, poverty, loneliness, misery, depression
A fast food burrito, french fries and an Internet connection
Tasty food and entertainment sure are helping me feel better!
After all, if it was true that life is suffering...
Then why am I in such a good mood today?
=== The Law of Inverted Karma (January 22, 2022) ===
Whatever goes around
Its opposite comes around
A kind, smiling fool
What a useful tool
That selfish jerk who wronged you
Now has fans, power, and wealth
Scams and dirty tricks worked well
Trying to be kind with people, you fell
No morality
No fairness
No karma
Submit to Mother Gaia
That sadistic mass murderer is now your master
Enslaving millions of people, his will is granted
Obey or else, your kindness won't save you
Your friendly attitude has lead to your doom
=== Multiversal Idiot (March 3, 2022) ===
Parody lyrics of the song American Idiot by the band Green Day.
---
Don't wanna be a Multiversal idiot
Don't want a galaxy under this emperor
And can you hear the sound of the void space (you can't!)?
The subliminal quantum LSD wave
Welcome to a brand new of dimension
All across this alien nation
Where everything isn't meant to be okay
My weird mystic dreams of tomorrow
Predict millennia of pain and sorrow
For that's enough to panic
Well maybe I'm not a future teller
I'm not a part of a Nebula's agenda
Now everybody send the propaganda
Faster than light, hyperdrive's on yeah!
Welcome to a brand new dimension
All across this alien nation
Where everything isn't meant to be okay
My weird mystic dreams of tomorrow
Predict millennia of pain and sorrow
For that's enough to panic
Don't want to be a Multiversal idiot
One galaxy controlled by physics
Information age: 13 billions years
It's calling out this idiot Universe
Welcome to a brand new dimension
All across this alien nation
Where everything isn't meant to be okay
My weird mystic dreams of tomorrow
Predict millennia of pain and sorrow
For that's enough to panic
=== Waves (March 15, 2022) ===
My ship is sailing into the calm ocean
Light breeze, sunshine, gentle motion
Such a delight, I'll always be safe
Gently lulled by these angelic waves
A storm is roaring on the horizon far away
I guide my ship on its opposite way
How safe I am, here in this lovely sea
Avoiding all dangers, whatever they'll be
Every choice now seems to bring pain
None of those old happy ways remain
Whatever I did, I could never be safe
I ended up being swallowed by the waves
If only I could go back, I'd let myself know
The ship would sink no matter where I'd go
My best strategies, my excessive caution
Didn't save me from drowning in the ocean
=== Paradox (April 12, 2022) ===
Multi-faceted oneness, unions of multiplicities
The totality of existence is one part of itself
No truth, one truth, multiple truths? Paradox!
The illusion of Maya, breathing into our souls
Infinite regression
The first uncaused creator, beyond our reach
Infinitesimal emanations
Learning more every day, yet I know nothing
Numbers permeating the essence of the cosmos
One number displaying its infinite aspects
Two numbers: one real, one imaginary √(-1)
Infinite numbers, and infinite more ±∞
The unity of the individual
The multiplicity of its parts
One reality of matter and mind
Extending far beyond our senses
A set that contains everything
Is a set that contains itself
A part that equals the whole
The whole that equals a part
}DOES THE UNIVERSE CONTAIN ITSELF?{
[ERROR: 'sameness', 'difference';
'one', 'many' are just illusions]
Zero, one, many, part, total, same or different?
Trapped in the Matrix, is there anything beyond?
>IS THIS AN ILLUSION THAT IS WORTH LIVING IN?<
When your perception aligns with your desires
Smile, be happy, the present is shining bright
=== The Fall of Ahura Mazda (April 23, 2022) ===
The everlasting fight between good and evil
No beginning, one end
Power and lack of ethics are great advantages
Refusing to fight fire with fire, defeat comes
Ahura Mazda, supreme god of light
Ahriman, lord of darkness
There is nothing to win by being nice
Only the most merciless will survive
Evolution rewards sadism and violence
All the kind actions you do for others
Will come back at you with full cruelty
Be selfish, dominate, sabotage others
You'll receive awesome, shiny rewards
It's the law of inverted karma, dear
And you're gonna get a taste of it
Ideologically stubborn
Self-defeating principles
Machiavellian spirit, unexplored
Perpetual acts of blind submission
Enslaved by a psychopathic hive mind
This world belongs to thee, Dark Lord
Our pure souls have now been corrupted
In a world where evil has won the war
Selfishness and aggression soar
Kindness pops up and dies, like a Boltzmann brain
In a vast wasteland of misery and pain
The privileged few, safe in their homes
Stealthily building heavenly domes
Will they be seen by the all-seeing eyes?
Spreading the now illegal 'positive vibes'
=== Nowhere I Belong (June 22, 2022) ===
There's
Nowhere I belong
Nowhere in this world
What you call a home
To me is a cage
There's
Nowhere I belong
Nowhere in this Universe
What you call 'feeling lost'
To me is freedom
Freedom to explore
There's
Nowhere I belong
No fixed direction
Billions of paths
Arbitrary notions
The more I learn
The less I know
There's
Nowhere I belong, nowhere anywhere
You want friends, love, a high social status
Your thoughts confined in a small, cozy box
A comfortable apathy to what lies beyond
Refusing to believe there's only one heaven
An unchained mind explores itself
Belonging in the journey, not in a place
=== Metal (June 27, 2022) ===
Hypnotized for over a hour
Your free time I will devour
Click 'like' on all things you desire
Drown in the digital hellfire
Fear me
Desire me
I am Metal
Your social nightmare
I know where you live
I know what you like
I know what you do
I know what you think
You agreed with conditions you haven't read
Sold your soul to Satan until you'll be dead
You give me your data, I'll give you a reward
Ten thousand followers you don't even know
I'll tell you what you're allowed to think
If you rebel to the thought police
Your follower count will quickly shrink
Your self-esteem will quickly decrease
Pavlovian slave
More 'likes' you crave
I am Metal
I am your master
=== Ethno-Copyright (July 20, 2022) ===
The Sun shines
The sky is blue
You're not allowed to wear this
So fuck you
Don't eat this
Don't believe this
Don't use this
Obey to me, slave
Don't worship Odin, you're not 'white'
Don't worship Mawu, you're not 'black'
Don't worship Satan, you're not smart
---be an atheist, it's great---
The gods are racist
Don't support them
Support me instead!
GIMME YOUR MON€¥!
GIMME YOUR $OUL!
***deathcore breakdown***
Ideas don't belong to humankind (no, no!)
But to 'races' created arbitrarily (good idea!)
And multi-billion companies (even better!)
A copyright that lasts forever (heaven!)
All rights reserved© 3000 B.C-∞
Snow is falling, the sky is grey
You're starving to death
But eating ethnic food is not okay
JUST DIE ALREADY!
I will Ethno-Copyright© all the clothing of this world
It's so cold! (-13.7 °C, 7.3 °F, 259.5 K)
You're dying of hypothermia, and it's your fault!
Your tropical ancestors never wore this stuff
Prepare to die, as frostbite ends your life!
I don't give a shit about what I preach
I just want MON€¥, GIVE ME MON€¥
GIVE ME YOUR FUCKING MON€¥
AND YOUR FUCKING $OUL!
***guitar solo***
I will Ethno-Copyright© all the food of this world
I don't give a flying fuck about those starving children
Can't eat this stuff, if you belong to the wrong race!
---Too many humans in this world---
------It's unsustainable------
---------Let's go extinct---------
I give everyone commands through my keyboard
With the OS of a billionaire, and rage in my heart
Digital Millennium Ethno-Copyright Act© from me
Is what those cunts will get as their profile comments
Digital Millennium Ethno-Copyright Act©
ICH LEGE DAS GIFT IN EUREN SÄFTEN
BIS ALLE MENSCHEN STERBEN WERDEN
<--->
LET'S FOLLOW THE WISDOM OF THE T-REX
|||||||
VVV
Tyrannic kings of the ancient times
Revered ancestors
I'll spread my pterodactylous vibes
AND CRY
It's not a crime if I steal the pizza you just bought
You have no right to eat that, but I do (smirk)
DAMMI QUELLA FOTTUTA PIZZA, BASTARDO!
È MIA! NON AZZARDARTI A METTERCI L'ANANAS!!!
Your kebab is a violation of ethno-copyright laws
No worries, I'll eat it instead! With yogurt sauce!
And french fries, 'cause I ain't potatophobic
I do what I want, I'm a pirate, I'm free🄯
Kebabını yiyeceğim! Вкусно!
Я ем твою еду!
.u'i mi ku citka lo do cidja
It's not theft if I take your spicy ramen
You're not allowed to eat it, anyway
GIMME THAT RAMEN （うï½—う）
貴様のラメンを盗んだｗｗｗ（笑）
。。。(=^ï½¥ωï½¥^=) 。。。
人類の全部が死んだ (ï¼¾ω＾Ｕ)
=== Pterodactyl (July 28, 2022) ===
Pterodactyl, rise!
Spread your wings
And fly! Fly afar!
Revered ancestor
Tyrannosaurus rex
King of ancestral lands
HAIL TO THE KING!
Restore his legacy
Pterodactyl, rise!
Preying from above
Feel its claws
Ending your life
Necrophagic parasites
Feeding from your corpse
Fallen Kingdom of Animalia
Scavengers of our dead goddess
Will soon restore the ancient wisdom
=== Ketchup N' Fries (September 17, 2022) ===
Potatophobistan
Delicious foods are banned
Tomatophobistan
I'll fuck a K-Pop Stan
I cum ketchup, not blood
Cum' here, you suck my cock
Shake up your booty
Tomato's fruity
Ketch'up your ass
Dick up your ass
Up your fat ass
My cock fries fast...
A red hot mess!
In your juice I'll dip my chip
With pleasure I'll take a sip
$pic¥ sauce, sussy cash
I deal fries, girl, not hash
A motherfucker without a mother
Is just a fucker... FORGIVE ME, FATHER!
Watch us from your skies
Have fun eating fries
Hot juicy gun reloadin'
In microwave explodin'
Ketchup gangs, cops are skanks
Dealin' fries, police cries
Crispy perfection
Lethal injection
A taste I'll miss
I'll rest in peace
---
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=== pseudo-pharyngeal absurdity (February 4, 2023) ===
pre-cooked universe
extra-sensorial bioluminescence
entering into your esophagus
sub-qualification ad infinitum
realm of post-coma
intra-vehicular needles
voices in your mind
quasi-introspective bug
hyper-fixation of
time-color synaesthesia
due to the
=== Fuck the Celsius and Fahrenheit Scales (March 29, 2023) ===
Genre(s): Metalcore, Emo, Melodic Death Metal
Band: Kinetic Abyss
Song: Fuck the Celsius and Fahrenheit scales
Album: From Absolute Zero to Planck Heat
Release Date: February 29, 2023
PARENTAL ADVISORY WARNING: EXPLICIT CONTENT
(All-caps is screaming/growling, rest is clean vocals)
*acoustic intro followed by heavy guitar and bass riffs*
How much longer shall we believe your lies?
Below zero, we're trapped under ice!
I don't trust what you say to me, no more!
I'll set units to Kelvin, now it's war!
NOW IT'S WAR!!!
*relatively short guitar solo*
FUCK YOU, CAN'T GO BELOW ZERO!
GIVE UP, YOU'LL NEVER BE A HERO!
I WON'T FORGIVE AND I WON'T FORGET!
YOUR FUCKING SCALES ARE FULL OF SHIT!
Betrayal (♫ whoa-oh-oh ♫)
Deception (♫ whoa-ah-ah ♫)
You liars (♫ FUCK CELSIUS ♫)
I trusted you (♫ FAHRE-WELL ♫)
[Chorus]: (repeat twice)
For so long I've believed your lies
You're so cold, your heart's made of ice
I won't trust what you say to me, no more!
Your apologies I'll always ignore!
*deathcore breakdown*
THIS IS A WAR!!!
*longer guitar solo*
Betrayal (♫ whoa-oh-oh ♫)
Deception (♫ whoa-ah-ah ♫)
You liars (♫ FUCK CELSIUS ♫)
I trusted you (♫ FAHRE-WELL ♫)
[Chorus]: (repeat four times)
For so long I've believed your lies
You're so cold, your heart's made of ice
I won't trust what you say to me, no more!
Your apologies I'll always ignore!
*acoustic outro*